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The fightback – 2026

9 December 2025 steviehorrell 1

So, two days ago I published my first blog for two years, only the second in ten. I have been lazy. I have read, and reread that piece over twenty times. It gave me strength and confronting things that pain me, I love that. I can deal with them that […]

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A ‘little’ blip

7 December 2025 steviehorrell 0

People have talked of ‘staring into the abyss’ for aeons, and these last few weeks I have done more than stare. Sleep has eluded me and comforted me in equal measure, and sleep is good. The witching hour of 03:00 hrs, we are good friends now. Well, friends may be […]

Being Dad!

6 January 2016 steviehorrell 0

“To be a father is an impossible thing to describe to a daughter. There is no frame of reference as a child, or even as an adult, at which you will ever feel for one second what a father does. Of course, that is not your fault, how could it […]

Twas the night before Xmas

24 December 2015 steviehorrell 0

Twas the night before Xmas, at seven thirty I’m in bed, The world alive with emotion, but for now I am dead. I have nothing to cry for, there are others more hamstrung than me, So there’s guilt in each tear as they work their way free. Christmas I lived for, […]

Crossing the Rubicon

20 December 2015 steviehorrell 0

The Rubicon is a small, almost non-descript river that meanders in the northern reaches of Italy for about fifty miles, before entering the Adriatic Sea. It is of little note to anyone these days, other than those who choose to fish along its banks, or choose to paddle in its […]

The Ghost of Christmas

8 December 2015 steviehorrell 0

It’s beginning to feel a lot like Christmas, that’s for sure. The trees decked with this year’s colour scheme and always too many lights that shine out of rain specked windows, the wreaths upon the occasional door and the house on North Road that is legendary throughout Cardiff, with more […]

Sporting Icons

21 November 2015 steviehorrell 0

TOP TEN SPORTSMEN So here it is. The sportsmen who I have admired most in 42 years of sport. I have restricted myself to only one player per sport and there are no women in my list. This is for a very simple reason. Women are just not very good […]

Paris – the day the world stopped

14 November 2015 steviehorrell 0

As I sit in the safe haven of my own bedroom, sat at a laptop typing away, it is hard to comprehend the events of last night. Graphic images on the TV screen presented in high definition clarity offer only the merest insight. There is no terror here, not now, […]

Only Words

9 November 2015 steviehorrell 0

For what is there that cannot be built with a word, or destroyed in a momentary lapse of clarity? Empires forged and forsaken on a lover’s broken promise, Sanctuary for fragile minds found in pages, where broken worlds heal and become whole, To read is more than just to escape, […]

Whores, doors and dance floors!

4 August 2015 steviehorrell 0

Whenever I mention that I used to work as a doorman the reaction is nearly always the same. There is a look, bordering on disdain, accompanied by a dip of the shoulders as if to say so what. Stating I worked as a doorman is not as most would think, […]